Comments of Kigengire no Hatsukoi

Murakami doesn't love Uno,

Star for psych

very sad very strange bet good

No no no no no holy shit what the fuck it was supposed to be cute how could you do this do me.

The story is seriously good. It is piercing and sad, although main leads somehow ended together.
Uno loves Murakami and it made him stay by Murakami's side even when he reached rock bottom. He doesnt expect anything in return. And knows clearly that he only got a chance to be with his crush when Murakami was on his worst.
Murakami doesnt love Uno - he fears be abandoned by everyone again. It is pure dependance out of despair and loneliness. At the middle of the story Murakami looked like he get better during peaceful life with Uno, but actually he is still a cornered wounded person, who just one step aside from desire to die. That is why he acted like a violent madman when Uno told him that he want him to leave. It wasn't out of love, it was out of fear.
The ending is kinda open - Murakami is still deeply traumatized person, we dont know if he ever would fall in love with Uno, but for now they stay together.
And the side text story upset me even more. This manga based on novel and the text was continuation of events in manga. It made clear that Murakami's heart is all about Hinano, and Uno is just a warm body to sleep with, when he "want to touch somebody". Murakami in side story knows that if he gets back on his feet - he may leave Uno for someone else, 'cause his feelings for Uno are too fragile and unstable. But he still fears to be forsaken one day and doesnt trust people except for Uno, so he has not gather enough willpower to move forward.

Masterpiece

Office worker meets up with his first love after seven years. However, the first love changed dramatically with a gambling debt, who is dirty and lives on the street.

20/1/2023 at least the seme isnt a total loser, just someone whos lost his way and trying to get on his foot back :’) that was beautiful

It's painfully good

Yeah man idk about the rape at the end. That. I felt really disgusted by that man. Idk i can't force myself to like that end at all. He said no several times. My hate for seme awakened. :/

DUDE I SWEAR I WANT TO RATE THIS 5 STARS BUT THE CLIFFHANGER ENDING JUST SENT ME TO PITS OF DESPAIR. LIKE HELLO? RAPE? AND THERE'S NO FOLLOW UP DEVELOPMENT? DID HE JUST HAVE SEX WITH HIM JUST BECAUSE UNO LIKES HIM AND HE DOESN'T WANT TO BE ABANDONED?! WHAT THE HELL, I WANT MORE. I'M SO MAD BECAUSE I CAN TOTALLY GET THE UKE, AND I WANT HIM TO BE HAPPY. REALLY. THIS IS HOW YOU DO UNREQUITED LOVE. SUCH A BEAUTIFUL STORY.

TW: rape

Promising in the beginning, cliche but tolerable in the middle, but then the end came and i could only sit there gawking at how BAD the author wrapped up the story. Been a long while since i felt this robbed.

ch6.2 — I love the story so much!! TT
Thank you for translating til the end of the chapter!!

Personally I loved it

Could have been great if the characters, a pushover and a pachinko addict, weren't so unlikable... Which makes them human I guess.

Spoiler:
I hate the ending!

6.2


IS THIS REALLY DONE?
I SEE ANOTHER BOOK IN RENTA!! IF I BUY IT, IS THERE ANYONE WANT TO TRANSLATE IT???

Didn’t like how there was rape and gas lighting :(