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PAHAHAAHAHAHAHAAH. OMFFFFPPPPPPP. "I'd really like to like your feet!" @Ch.63-64(missing here), they took me outttttt. Ahahahahahahah. Oh, noooooo. Been a while since I laughed that hard and long. Take win. I actually disliked this at the beginning (not just cause of the tl) but cause of how much focus there was outside of football, but it ties in nicely in the long run and it works. SN: I actually like Minjeong for MC better than Yuna, if she turns out not to be toxic and manipulative, that is.
All the women have big busts and barely any brains, if any at all. All they do is talk rubbish and take up speech bubbles for n/r. All of them are tripping over themselves to ingratiate and make out w/ MC. All of them are supposedly strong but somehow so very, very weak. The misogyny and disrespect of the male gaze is everywhere. MC's always tearing off women's clothes or being kissed by them FOR N/R. It's a frustrating read cause I don't like MC, any of the women or tl but I keep reading. Sigh.
If all it took for your best friend to drift apart from you was a scar, boo, that ain't a friend. Idk why you'd still be cool w/ a person like that, but let's just accept this overlooks a lot of things. The way MC talked about himself having a scar was the epitome of beauty standard toxicity. If you have skin that's not 'normal' and can't be 'fixed', the world is harsher but you're still human and beautiful. Nothing amazing; passes the time, Ig. SN: They keep calling MC stupid? He isn't though?
Expecting horror and got bull. The only thing scary here is not the ghosts but the vivid rape. Rape till MC wants to vomit. Rape till he bleeds. Rape till he loses his mind. Rape to trick him into thinking he likes it. Daytime humiliation, nighttime trauma. Its horrifying but not a good horror story at all. Idt anyone'll enjoy this. Wanted to vomit multiple times. Tbh, I would've resigned but Ig the story has to go on? If I lost my mind to the ghost like that, I'd prob kill the real Director.
If you take ANYTHING in this seriously, you'll lose your bloody mind. All the levels of unethical, crazy and toxic are breached. But it's super light-hearted so let's all laugh it off and not get angry! I'll get tired if I rage so I choose to laugh. Haha. Bunch a crazies. MC's been bonked and stalked from all sides and he's just LETTING it happen? This all started cause CEO1 has a weird sleeping habits, no? Q: Did employee who said he had a prob w/ CEO1 get groped too? Cause SA lawsuit otw, g.
From what I hear, it all goes downhill from here, so Imma pretend I read the whole thing and stop here for my mental health. Them spoilers makes me want to throw up more than that nasty abusive gang rapist piece of crap that should've gone to jail but apparently gets a happy ending w/ a new guy instead????? If I have to read that, I'll blow my top. That guy needs to die, and if he doesn't, this whole story should just burn. No redemption. Doing myself a solid out of self-love and leaving rn.
It was cute at first but now, I'm furious and disgusted. Fujos never fail. Helping them is fine but projecting STORIES onto rl rel's, your brain is out of whack. Seriously, calling boys stupid when your brain is that jacked isn't even funny. They're taking away the special meaning of a normal rel/romance just cause it doesn't fit w/ fujo stereotypes and fetishes. That's terrible and demeaning. Their rel is cutest when they DON'T listen to their sisters and enjoy. They know best for themselves.
This certainly does some things diff from the novel. The novel always felt depressing, uncomfortable and nerve-wracking, although Idk what made me feel that unsettled. This for sure feels lighter on the angst, but the romance scenes, omfp, so censored that it's not even lighter, it's like altogether weightless, hahahah. It's always funny to me how they chose to tell him he was adopted cause they clearly didn't want him anymore, but then pretended it was his teenage mentality that chased him out.
Sigh. The emphasis on child vs adult in this was repulsive, disgusting and disturbing. The adult wasn't even mature??? I kept wondering if this author just really wanted to do a shota or smth but had to settle for this. This rel was so gross and toxic in the worst way, I couldn't deal. This was terrible. Nothing about this was good. The art, plot, char's, romance, not one redeeming element at all.
I really thought I would hate this cause all the comments made me think this was just toxic chaotic hell . . . and it was, but I loved it??? I vibed w/ this ish sm. Read it in one sitting and could not put it down at all. And it's not like they stopped being toxic once they got together at all. It still hellish. And I still love it. Can't wait to see how it ends. UP: Ended rapey and toxic as hell . . . but I still loved it? This author knows the good ish fr. Facing my own twisted hypocrisy.
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