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YALL PLEASE IM LOOKING FOR THIS BL WHERE THE BLONDIE CAN SEE HIS DEAD FRIENDS AND A BLACK HAIRED WHO RECRUITS THE BLONDIE BECEAUSE OF HIS POWERS IDK THIS IS ALL I CAN REMEMBER IT WAS VERY ANGSTY AND WITH MORE ACTION THAN ROMANCE AND I REMEBER JN THE END THE BLONDIE TRIED TO COMMIT BUT THE BLACK HAIRED WAS LIKE NAUR I LOVE U AND HE WAS OKAY I WILL LIVE.PLEASE HELP MEEE I NEEED IT