Same here. I can feel the love between them but at the same time I can't believe that his profession won't cause them troubles. In the end he's having sex with other people. What if the uke suddenly feels the urge to to the same because he can't stand the jealousy? He has the right to do so. Or what if some of the girls the seme has sex with falls in love and starts to be a nuisance? There's so many things that could go wrong. I admire his openmindness but I wouldn't be able to stand it
THIS
I felt the same
i rrly want kira to quit porn.. i mean i love the story i just have a sense of emptyness knowing what he does :'(