He was not the monster. He was just like him.
it was implied that he realized he was a monster because of what he did and that koma couldnt go back to the way he was before. im pretty sure thats what the person meant, not that he was an actual monster
When he looked at the lake and said I feel like I could cross it I thought he was gonna fall into the lake and almost drown then the uke would jump in and save him and when he gets pulled right after passing out the seme would say "I'm so sorry for what I did" ╥﹏╥and the uke would be like "it's okay because I love you!" （/TДT)/ and then it would be all happy and shit
Lol yep. I didn't actually think he was the literal monster.
Yeah me too ~T_T~
Chapter 3 and 4 was written beautifully... I mean when he realized he was was the monster and then ended up ruining the precious flower it was a great revelation. Idk I just think many yaoi authors write the seme to be heartless when committing something as deep as that but with this story it was just symbolic esp. for this author. (I even was a little like woah, he's scaring me when he became the monster witihin lol) Koma though was taking it way too easily though but I guess thats probably because he loved him, I don't understand how its way easier for someone to force you into sex than just confessing... that applies to all manga though not just yaoi.
I do wish though she ended it with something more satisfactory but I guess thats the point of the ending.