bro there’s so much content on here i think i know something with that i will look anonymooseygoose
there’s “make me sweat” (bl), “Ase to Sekken” aka “sweat and soap” (josei), and the one that i think fits ur question the most: “Kokuhaku Shitekita Yatsu no Seiheki ha”(bl)
additionally, i think anything made by author “SAKISHITA Senmu” or “Fuerzabruta” may work for u? hope this helps!
courtneys so cute, shes like a feisty cat lol… also that letter is gonna be an abomination lololol
its gonna come out like that one kurt cobain painting