My majority of entertainment is BL. Novel, manhwa, dramas, movies. Straight romance didn't give me excitement anymore. I can't be honest about this to my family, friends, or exes. I don't know how will I manage it if I marry someone. 1 reply
Maybe the person you kill is yourself. Part of yourself that need to die to please someone you love. Now you feel the guilt of murder, because you indeed did it. reply
I'm a Fujoshi. BG manhwa/novel/movie/drama can't give me interest anymore. I can only enjoy them either if it is BL or zero romance. But now days I find another person of my gender with shorts held my breath. Suddenly my normal breath come to haste and become heavier. Not to the point noticeable, but I can feel it. However one time I try to imagine myself being intimate with my same gender, made me feel sick. Try the porn, I turn pale horrified. As beautiful as they are, I can't put myself in that position. Please understand that I do not mean harm for any community. I just want to find the answer for this phenomena.
Hot guys still make an effect for me. I'm very much attracted to my opposite gender. It just this strange heavy breath.
