ITS CRAZY HOW DOC WAS A BOTTOM?@?!?! OT AM I SEEIJG THISLBGS?!?!?!
STOP WHEN HE PUT IT BETWEEN HIS THIGHS I LET OUT THAT FREAKY WHISTLE THEN STARTED GIGGLING LIKE A CHILD WHILE KICKING MY FEET
MISS GIRL THE BACKSTORY IS FINALLY HERE AHHHH YALL THINK WE'LL KNOW WHO THE WINNER IS??? YALL THINK WE'LL FINALLY FULLY UNDERSTAND TJ AND IAN'S RELATIONSHIP??? omg I'm literally SCREAMING!!! Like I totally am still rooting for TJ but OMG!!!
This was so sad to be honest :(( I took a break from this because of the amount of rape but the latest chapters had all sorts of emotions mostly sadness and cuteness. I really don't know how to express my opinion. Like I can't form the words I can only see what I liked about the end of season 2 but I don't think I have the words to express how I'm feeling rn. Totally speechless.
GIVE ME THE RAWS!!! I HAVE NO PATIENCE LIKE WHAT I DID WITH UNDER THE GREEN LIGHT
The amount of times I've said what the fuck: 43
The amount of times I've said fuck/fucking: 27
Jin Cheong-woo is crying. The man who says he didn't cry when he was born. Jin Cheong-woo is crying (excluding the tears that naturally came out when Matthew put a baguette in his mouth).
If it weren't for Matthew, Jin Cheong-woo wouldn't be living the way he is now. If he hadn't become a fugitive for murdering the director of the orphanage, if he hadn't been in a situation where he had to earn money and become powerful quickly to bring back Matthew who was waiting for him as soon as possible, he would have chosen an ordinary job instead of the mafia. If he had done that, he wouldn't have worked for Brandon and killed people, he wouldn't have been so distressed by the fact that he killed people that he wouldn't have become addicted to drugs to forget about it, and he wouldn't have felt guilty that someone's life was ruined because of the drugs he sold.
But has Jin Cheong-woo ever resented Matthew even once? Rather, he was distressed, blaming himself for ruining Matthew. He told him to stay by his side so he could take responsibility, but Matthew said, "Is that so important? I don't understand why you'd do something like that. Are you that kind of person?" I can't even imagine how much betrayal Jin Cheong-woo must feel.
Of course, I know that Matthew said that because Jin Cheong-woo was so precious to him, and he wanted him to take care of himself and not do anything dangerous anymore... Matthew has also lived a difficult life... But when I saw Jin Cheong-woo's tears for the first time, my heart weakened, so I thought about it from Jin Cheong-woo's perspective.
so after the intense sex Mathew tried to inject Jin with something in his sleep but Jin wakes up and pulls him by his hair in confusion. He was out for 4 days, said Mathew. But Jin objected, thinking Mathew kept injecting him everytime he came back to his senses. Now reading the Korean comments which were translated, one said that the injection was giving to Mathew by his teacher and its used for an after drug effect.
Jin was still pulling onto Mathew's head and he said something like, "everytime I come here I fall asleep like I'm fainting. Was that your doing too?" And Mathew's still confused? Then Jin gets a bunch of flashbacks as he thinks "I was completely mistaken. You would never betray me" and he thinks how the kid (mathew) he knew is no longer here.
Jin: how dare you control me?
Mathew: you came to visit me. I was trying to protect you in my own way..........I don't care what happens to me.
And now flashbacks are happening, Mathew keeps irritating Jin. He says that since jin is part of the mafia, he does drugs while telling Mathew not to do drugs. So then Mathew doesn't shut the FUCK UP!!! And keeps saying shit as he's smiling, ( he says something like how are you any different from the director of the orphanage that you murdered? ) and because Jin is still not fully healed he starts questioning thins like how could this happen from the person he trusted the most? And he gets ontop of Mathew and starts punching him as he tells him things, "your eyes pretends to be innocent. It makes me feel like im pinned to the ground". He keeps punching him in the face until his face gets injured and when he gets up and leaves to his car. Mathew screams, "wait!!! For a moment!!" He goes to Jin and hugs his legs begging him not to go and says "are you a person who doesn't care if you get hurt or die? Why are you doing so much for this?" And Jin kicks him in the stomach and says, "for what?" Then he remembers when young Mathew I'm the orphanage said, "don't leave me...." then he turns to old Mathew and says, "that stuff doesn't matter anymore."
TO BE CONTINUED.
I love how author made Mathew one of the very few tops that give you unexpected reactions during sex you don't often see the top sticking his eyes to his brain as he squirts more than the bottom
It's so bad how much my masochism has grown over the past 3 years because of when I used to be depressed
Domain expansion
Stomach indigestion
Reverse birth
Gaping the hole
Deep to a great depth
Cavernous
Touched the stomach physically
Immeasurable
Intestinal catarrh
Kneading the dough
Spreading generation
Stretching mother nature
Extending the domain
Expanding the range of the nether region
Engraving the Johnson
Discovering the forbidden land