jian

had a relationship only for 3 months (yeah its real short) it drained me so much especially the fact he drowned me with love and clinging and it just made me so mentally tired i just kept distancing from him even though the relationship was already an ldr. i still feel guilty for giving up even though it's not entirely my fault. he made me go through tough times and i still hurt him as much as he hurt me. the last thing he said to me was "I don't feel the way you do anymore", even if he promised to love me again when the time is right. just wanted a second chance to realize and to tell him how special he was to me.