I understand this question might be a bit odd and people will immediately maybe try to prove me wrong but this is all from my personal experience.
I've grown up with not much show of affection in my family, only with my mother I guess you can say. I've grown up trying not to depend on people much and I'm more used to being left alone than having attention. I'm not very sociable so I end up losing a relationship with friends and lovers because of that.
The first time I fell in love or so I thought was with those
That where I guess nice to me? I never really was sure if I liked then truly or I enjoyed how they were around with me. But after going I tended to dislike clingy people from my lack of communication, but it's only within relationships I'm quite somewhat okay with friendships but I can't handle anything serious for a long time fro my experience.
So for me, it's really hard to know if I actually truly like that person or I could be confusing another emotion for love.
We have the same personality. I also tend to analyze my emotions. So because of it, i get confused whether i lovethe person romantically or i just like the person because of the quality that he/she has. It's complicated to explain lol
btw are you virgo? lmao just a random question HAHA because i read a horoscope thingy that virgos tend to put their emotional aspect to their mental aspect of life. and i was surprised when i read that part because everything it said totally hit the mark
Omfg his smile the smile ahhhh it was so cute cute. His internal dialog just made that little smile.of.his to be jdlJekjeksfskdxne ADORABLE