GOD I FORGOT THE TITLE
So, MC is pink, straight hair and she's the "fake mother" of these 4 children. A pair of boy and girl twins (blond), and 2 older brothers. She's not much older than the eldest but she became their mother because the father of these children took her in and made her the mother. Starts with the tragedy of her dying bc of assassins after the fiance of the eldest child made her leave through manipulation.
Shuri, I think is the MC's name. I just can't for the love of me remember the title
I actually had the exact same thoughts and worries as you, a chat with a girl in a socializing app made me think if I was being sexist I even searched "Am I sexist" online but it kept bringing me to MEN being sexist
Edit: I think this needs more context
I use socializing apps to fill in like gaps where I'm not in the mood for anything, I'm too b......
