Tbh, I hope th author finds their identity and comes to peace with it.
It's actually really beautiful and a lot of people going through dysphoria feel trapped like that.
Plus with how society treats sex, I can see why the character has same for having sexual thoughts.
Esp if you're a lesbian where you're told women are supposed to be pure and only men have impure thoughts like sex. So as a girl when you have sexual feelings towards another women, you tend to think you're pathetic and disgusting. I also went through this and has to train myself to not feel bad about this
Tbh, I hope th author finds their identity and comes to peace with it.
It's actually really beautiful and a lot of people going through dysphoria feel trapped like that.
Plus with how society treats sex, I can see why the character has same for having sexual thoughts.
Esp if you're a lesbian where you're told women are supposed to be pure and only men have impure thoughts like sex. So as a girl when you have sexual feelings towards another women, you tend to think you're pathetic and disgusting. I also went through this and has to train myself to not feel bad about this