Jealousy (Scarlet Beriko)
Gift (ICHINOSE Yuma)
Arghhh this one is good as hell. I especially like how he describe seme's thinking with 2 broken children operating the computer game. It's so chaotic and messed up! Uke is a boxing trainer. He loves boxing, but he has no talent to box himself. One day, he met seme by change on street and scout him. Seme is half Russian half jap. He led a miserable and pitiful life.. He's abused in every way possible since childhood.... Anyway, he stated to box because the gym lets him stay in a dorm. He threatened uke about his gayness and raped him. Anyway, they became intimate and in love(??) later on.
Last Seven Days
So Shion is a good guy.. so good that the angels want to take him with them. Shion grew a pair of wings, got a halo, and gradually lost his senses. Shirakawa didn't want that. Well, Shion didn't want that too.. so they tried to make Shion do bad things. In the end, they thought sexual relations are bad. Turned out nah.. As a last resort, shirakawa made Shion stab himself. Shion didn't go away, but was it because he stabbed Shirakawa unwillingly? My theory is that he has impure thoughts. Listen, Shion has been obsessed with Shirakawa since childhood. Shirakawa was also like that but he was nasty. He did nasty stuff to ppl who approached Shion. Shion went around to apologize for Shirakawa, thus the Angels thought Shion was a good guy. In reality, Shion also wanted to monopolize Shirakawa as well.. It's kinda fucked up, me likey. Also, angels are such a hypocritical creature. They said humnas are bothersome, but they're fucking the same.. Sigh.. Hail Satan.
The third perspective
I- ngl I love psychological/thriller yaoi. It's the best combination EVER. Anyway, this is about a dysfunctional family. I'm telling you the whole thing started with this toxic father of theirs. So father had a wife and a mistress. Both have a child. Our mc is the wife's child. So like both the wife and the mistress died and now the 3 of them (father + 2 children) are living tgt. The father is shit. He doesn't care for anything but himself. Sure, he's rich. He's a CEO, but he was heartless, toxic af. mc has some mental issue, so he has his own psychiatrist. He had nightmare about his dead mom blaming him. The father was like quickly become better or you'll embarrass me (like wtf??). His half brother was shitty too. That brother sucked up to his dad (despite hating him so much) and treated mc like "you and me went through the same thing, but why you so pathetic? lol". That psychiatrist is not normal either. He has weird fetish and arranges group sex at his own clinic like.. um... anyway, while treating mc, he got mc to somehow have sex with him, then with an old man, then another old who's an acquaintance with his dad, then a group of ppl. The thing is *spoiler* all this time mc was unconsciously like "I want to get punished", "father.." and stuff like that which led to us to believe that he wanted his father's approval and stuff. He thought he pushed his mom to his death and the father said to keep this a secret. BUT turned out, it was the dad who pushed his mom and the dad tried to blame the son for it. mc was so shocked that his memory got twisted. mc regained his real memory after he (somehow) had sex with his half brother, and his half brother choked him to the point of almost dying.
Sayonara no Moment
This manga's gonna hurt like a mofo (fucker). *Sob* Bitch, anything that has anything to do with a ghost (that's not out-of-the-body spirit always hurts..). That funeral scene? Cried. That ghost looking at his crush so lovingly but his crush couldn't see him anymore? Also cried. They both have a crush on each other but never told each other and now we couldn't see them being a couple cus one of them is dead? Cried and I'm dead too.
Loss Time ni Hanamuke o
THIS IS MASTERPIECE. I love how we see a down of an established relationship and how they came to solve it WITH COMMUNICATION.
Boku Wa Sakana