I'm the eledest of us three and my dad's an OFW and here is my mom making us drown because of her big ass debts. Loan sharks are always calling us, she lost all her rights to us and to the money my dad's giving us. I'm the eldest so I became the second mother figure, doing all the motherly things for my sisters. I have mental issues and I'm emotional unstable. I just need a breather but everytime all I hear is debts, money and hateful words. I'm also recovering from breaking up to tocic relationship were I suffer from eating disorder.
I want a comfortable and stress free life but fate won't do me a favor.
I have anorexia and now I'm having depression. My professors and classmates (I'm a psych major btw) is really worried abt me but I'm not a whinny type of person. I kept my problems and feelings all alone and when it burst I might suffer an asthma attack.
I just want to rant and release this on my chest. (︶︿︶)
Some adults just don't have the privilege to call themselves adult- either way, you deserve so much more better, I'll pray for you. Hope that everything will calm down at some point as well as your mental health. To lose someone like you would be a pain. You did well, and don't forget to smile. Here's some pancakes to make the day
Omg that’s sad you need to chill get some fidget toys and listen to some music (that’s what I do) I hope you can have a free calming relaxing life right how and in the future :( eat well take care.
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Some adults just don't have the privilege to call themselves adult- either way, you deserve so much more better, I'll pray for you. Hope that everything will calm down at some point as well as your mental health. To lose someone like you would be a pain. You did well, and don't forget to smile. Here's some pancakes to make the day
Thank you so much I'm trying to be fine
Omg that’s sad you need to chill get some fidget toys and listen to some music (that’s what I do) I hope you can have a free calming relaxing life right how and in the future :( eat well take care.