hellahana's question (7)

I just bought this skinny jean from the thrift store for 5 bucks!! I lost my reasoning when I saw the price and bought it without hesitation, and now idk how to wear it.

Guys what is it called when you can't tell any shit to your parents even tho it's not harmful at all. But I'm scared it'd be the opposite and get my head smash onto the wall (ok my mind went wild, too exaggerating I guess that will never happened but this show how scared I am) (and I oops! Ok I just remembered that's exactly how my mom threatened me. She never smash my head directly and only slap me until it bruise... Ykwhat this is why telling/confessing to other help makes you realize what is what) anyway, I want to pierce my ear, which part of the ear is the best to hide the piercing? I always had my hair down so it's not big deal. Here's a reference https://pin.it/2wGi2YhMu I can't wait aaaa ε=ε=(ノ≧∇≦)ノ

Got confessed yesterday that was my first time getting confess to, by a girl.

I like her but not as much as she love me. (I flirt with people all the times, never thought something like this would ever happened to me) Plus I'm a believer queer + believer.. what a bs combination. Im struggling w this for a very long time and still am today. If I could, I want to share a lifetime with her but IM SCARED. I reject her by saying "I'm very happy as I am rn" it's all thanks to her tho, bcs she makes me happy.

I asked her if we could still remains friends and she answered "It's a rejection, you didn't throw me out your life right?" She's too precious to me I only want the best for her

Idk what to do rn, we still text eo. I feel so bad. Idk how to act

Let me paint a picture of my situation. I'm a full ledge adult now but asking permission to go out is so fucking difficult. Even asking to go to my friend house 1km from my house. In comparison my school is also 1km from my house and I walked there by foot. Sometimes I lied (yeah I fucking lied) I went this near but actually I went a little bit further. I think my parents doesn't really care about me going out with a partner since I acted like Idgaf about love (I do have romantic feeling lol) ok enough of that.

This May/June, there's a book fair in my country, capital city. I think around 360km from my house. I... I rashly without consulting my parents, excitedly promise my long distance friend, we would go to the book fair together we planned to go there using train. (She used to train so I don't mind) Money... I also don't mind since I can earn it. I mean the book fair is far later. We'll stay there for 2/3 days only ...2k dollar is enough right? I don't live extravaganza and I'm okay with not eating dinner also it's not like I'll go to attraction places.

Aaaaaa got distracted, anyway my parents doesn't really like that friend... More like family problem. My parents is jealous with my friend bcs whenever she invited me to go somewhere with her, I'll go. On the other hand, my parents always said, invite her to our family gathering. And I said no.. I can't bear to see them judging her. My other friend once got crushed by my parents so I don't want that to happen again. Not on my watch! AAAAAAAAA DISTRACTED 2.0 I just want to ask how to persuade them so that I can go to the book fair that is 360km far with my friend that they don't really like?

Help me choose. Should I;

1. Bought a motorcycle (I own it)
Or
2. Register car license (I drove my parents')

The reason why I'm indecisive bcs the deposit of car license is the same as motorcycle's deposit. Both around $500+

Girl!!! Thank you so muchhhhhh. I click this and that and somehow I got here. Thanks a lot ^^