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hi so uh theres this japanese bl movie and it also has a manga which is uploaded here on mangago. it was about a man whose life is messed up and i think he was drunk and kidnapped by another man and brought to some place thats really dark and the lights i think is green? the bed he was put on looks like it was a bed from a hospital. he was then tortured by that man or experimented on, using dildos and things on him and then one moment the man put his cock inside him and licked his nipple uh yeah its all shown in the movie and fast forward into the end they had normal sex on a normal bed in a normal room which i think the walls are white LMAOOOO
thats all i can remember really, pls help me find it !!! thank you very much
edit: so uh i found it by searching jp bl movie 2020 on google and its called; dangerous drug of sex <3
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It's this one it's my frvt too-
https://www.mangago.me/read-manga/sei_no_gekiyaku/
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i wanna quit cosplaying bc some socially transman ruined it all for me, he literally embarrassed me by posting abt me on social media lmfao and his friend at the comment section was hyping him. the issue wasnt even that big tbh, he just got mad bc he thinks im copying him i just wanna be myself? how tf am i copying u if i cosplayed the same character as u, same fav color as u, same fashion sense?
should i quit? im thinking abt it very hard. but it's a 60/40
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Don`t Quit! there's hundred of people probably cosplaying the same character as you, and if you made it yourself, you prob took a lot of effort to make it, but if you bought it, it prob cost a lot of money. There's billions of people in the world who probably have the same fav colour and fashion sense as you. Keep doing what you love or else you will regret not perusing your passion! Don`t quit what you love to do because of one person, you probably look awesome when you cosplay!!!!
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oh my god thank u so much .. i actually have decided to quit and i dont know if i will come back, hopefully i will :D not only because of him but its been very boring lately (at least for me) and a lot of filipino cosplayers are very toxic, majority of filipino cosplayers have the same mindset as that guy :( i also dont have the time to cosplay and its really hot in the philippines -- i cant find cosplaying fun anymore, its just not as fun as when i first started. thank u for the comforting words though! ill focus on myself instead of cosplay, for now.
very random fact but harada (yea the goat mangaka) designed akanyatsura from paradox live!! i js thought that asaichi and satsuki ito kinda lookalike and the artstyle is very similar so i searched and found out it really is designed by harada
THATS AWESOME?? now that u say it, i really do see lots of similarities !!