Fuqqqq, I'm scared, someone please just finish the story and tell me what goes on lmao, art style be so good, it's scary fr fr
The escalation went from 0 to 9,000 real quick aye?
The panel transition didn't even blink lmao
This is batshit crazy stuff, came back and thought the drama was finna gonna end but nah
Rui aint goin with the devil just yet *smh smh* she aint (︶︿︶)＝凸
I can kinda see from both sides of the argument....
So I'll just focus mainly on the lesbian couple being somewhat not very inclusive of our leads (like yeah they're wanting sperm from Alex but that isn't the inclusive issue I'm pointing out) before I swing at both Alex and Cole ╮(￣▽￣)╭
Here they are going on about how Alex would be the perfect genes for their baby but they really haven't considered the consent of Cole's opinion (I mean yeah I guess essentially your decision is your own and it realistically isn't needed to be conferred upon by your s/o). Doesn't this show that they don't really care what the relationship between the 2 is? Like they only care about getting the sperm but not really what kind of effect it would have on the sperm donor's relation. Really to put it, they're not being very considerate of others, its like only their relationship matters. ┑(￣Д ￣)┍
If both parties and each individual in the relationship from both sides are in agreeance, I see no harm in getting sperm from someone in a relationship. However, Cole isn't okay with it and really the final thing comes down to: COMMUNICATION
If Alex doesn't care enough to consider Cole's thoughts and maybe work things out, then isn't it obvious he doesn't care for feelings? And if Cole is out there cheatin cause he can't get some, then ain't he just in it for the bangin?
The latest chapter didn't really say this but does it have to be said? It doesn't but for some who need a little help: Cole's insecurity and thoughts go like this, he can't physically have children but is in a toxic relationship with someone who is clearly showing visual signs that he wants children, as an insecure person, Cole thinks that once Alex has a chance to "have children" (whatever way it be) then Alex will want to leave Cole because Alex will see that having children and offspring are inherently the treasure and meaning to life and thus Cole will be left.
Alex: sees an opportunity to carry on his genes and see a kid that might look like him so why the hell not?
Alex never said he was going to get involved with the child (unless the child wanted it) but his carefree and laid back attitude about it isn't very convincing for someone like Cole who is insecure.
I don't think I got the conclusion to the whole cheating issue but if its as some have said ("Alex just accepts it") then isn't that all a little too concerning in itself? What, he was okay with the cheating? Then at this point does he even really care for Cole anymore? And if Cole was ballsy and horny enough to do it with someone else other than wait for Alex, then are you really smitten with Alex or his bananna?
The way Alex is, he can't give assurance to someone like Cole. And the way Cole is, he can't match Alex's thinking. They both want the other person to understand their way of thinking but they're not even trying to understand or meet halfway on each other's thoughts. It's Alex has to see Cole's way or Cole has to see Alex's way, not Cole sees Alex's way AND Alex sees Cole's way. Cole plays victim and always wants Alex to do what he wants, mainly to stay and indulge in endless sex *rme* (does he have anything else on his mind other than that and blaming Alex when he's living his own life?) and Alex is so shady with his nice personality and all, its just so sus. He doesn't expect much from Cole and gives a lot of space to Cole, to the point that it's hard to pinpoint what his feelings are for Cole.
Alex is that dream guy that has it all, the looks especially. He isn't realistic for someone as insecure and suicidal as Cole. Cole will use the fact that he's insecure and suicidal to either tie someone down or leave that person. Alex's shady as hell and carefree attitude will only serve to make him lose someone or never let him settle down happily. It's said that if you have to change for that person then they aren't worth it, well for Cole and Alex, they better change for their relationship if they want it to be worth.
And that's the swinging and axe-hashin on both parties that are just about equally at fault.
Forgive me for my long ass preachin
Woah what an essay, but preach!
I'm impressed by your thought. It's amazing. I also think they might end their relationship in one day since they....you know... Don't seem to care about another one that much.
I couldn't have said it any better I completely agree. I understand both sides to the point I really wish they would talk but knowing both of their personalities it will definitely be hard.
i appreciate you for writing this!!super well said, and i agree, reading this makes my heart hurt man… it’s sad
Yeah if anything, they might have regrets about giving each other up because they are eachother's first (Alex being Cole's first relationship and Cole being Alex's first guy) so that's maybe why they're so desperately holding onto each other
If you're thinking of a possible solution where both parties would win (in a way)
Then both Alex and Cole could be donors and the lesbian couple both be acceptors but I know one of them had been diagnosed with cancer? And the story obviously isn't about to give us a happy ending that's unseemingly unrealistic yet realistic af?
Also Cole I think didn't in general want kids because he didn't want them to turn out like him (suicidal and insecure), well my thing is, if you have a kid, raise them to be a better version of yourself (not saying that someone who is bad should raise their kid to be more badass ) but I get it, kids aren't for everyone and that should be respected PERIODT just get with someone who shares the same idea or find some kind of common ground with your s/o so both parties get their share of fairness in the relationship.
well you wrote a whole ass mfcking novel and i cant agree more
Unfortunate but I agree.
I've always been the unrealistic kind and always wanted couples to pull through and be together at the end but seeing how Alex is thinking family wise and Cole is thinking sex wise in the long term, they best just part ways here.
*Though this is a yaoi manga and clearly the 2 have been depicted on the cover together, so they'll end up together whether we have a say or not, its already predetermined ┑(￣Д ￣)┍*
LoL thanks, you're the true MVP if you can still take the truth even if it hurts
Lmao thanks, I feel as if some faith in the human race has been restored after knowing that there are still some people out there that know this isn't just one person in the wrong
!!! yes thank you!! you said it all!!!!
my pleasure(⌒▽⌒)
this chapter's comment section has fillied my notifications and im loving it
The offsprings look too much like they're parents
So similar that it looks like Rino and Mokhwa are gonna pair up but its actually their children
I get that the appeal is him being a real young boy
BUT
I'm still waiting to see grown-up Karluk
Did they really just get married to each other first without getting to know each other? Like wahhhhh?
That's just plain stupid ┑(￣Д ￣)┍
they probably never really had the ''talk'' or he just said casually before ''oh yeah sure. i want kids someday'' to make her happy and just went along with. I mean she's carrying his deadbeat ass for so long I wouldn't be surprised she believed everything that followed ''sometimes/one day we..''
That actually happens a lot and also in series. Ever heard of Bridgerton?
Yeahhh there a LOT of things wrong in this story, to the point where ML's solace sex scenes with the younger master just straight weird with all of us knowing in the back of our minds that he been with the dad moments earlier
Aside from the crack going on, I def do feel the emotional forbiddeness between the servant and the young master, though the author built these unfortunate elements to draw those emotions out