I was irritated with the ml not listening to the fl when she says Estelle is kind and that she wants the murders to stop but he acting deaf and goes against all her wishes so I skipped straight to ch 30 from ch15 hoping the misunderstanding clears but boy was I wrong. He got worse and orchestrated the whole thing?!? This story would be smooth sailing if he actually listened to his loves wants and not his wants
ME TOOO!! Everything could’ve been solved if he had been honest and listened to the fl!!
YEAHHH I REALLY AGREE WITH U!!! IT'S SO FRUSTRATED TO SEE THE ML LIKE THAT(╯°Д °)╯╧╧
But i sometimes think... is it because most of time before three years ago he was on battlefield? so he just know how to kill someone to solve the problem? ╮(￣▽￣)╭
Woah I let this marinate for 6 months bc I was so upset glasses guy was gonna miss his entrance exam and ruin his life but ended up forgetting ab it for so long I didn’t realize it ended already. It ended too fast I need more side stories and love when the main stories are shounen ai and the side sides are explicit bc the buildup makes it worth it
I’ve been on a rereading binge and omg the first time I read this and he got caught masturbating I fucking cried from second hand embarrassment I’m not even exaggerating I legit shed tears and didn’t pick ts back up for weeks. I usually just cringe but ig on that day i was extra emotional. Now on my reread imma skip the first chapter
REALLL THAT WAS A TOP 10 MOST EMBARRASSING MOMENT ALONG WITH THE ONES IN BJ ALEX
This was a mid read all around. The uke was a self sabotaging disaster the entire story bc of his trauma and only got character development legit within the last 5 chapters. None of the characters interested me except Helena she’s a bad bitch. I also despise the manwhore seme x innocent uke trope especially more so when the uke is at the beck and call of the dick for brains seme. Ik it didn’t show kyle as a whore but it was hinted at, and don’t even with his brother gayle
Tell us more about how you aren't emotionally intelligent enough to understand a very good depiction of alcoholism and how hard addiction really is. Yep this story is definitely just manwhore seme/ innocent uke. What a fantastic, riveting summary
damn it. She's missing a lot. Isn't she?
Did u not read the part where I mentioned his trauma being the cause of his alcoholic behavior?? I understand trauma = having issues but what I don’t like is how up until the very end minus ab 5 chapters he was all over the place and the character development was rushed.
The author should’ve either extended the story, started the character development earlier on, or have a time skip. Otherwise, the entire bl centered on a self destructive uke that IRRATIONALLY annoyed me and I literally cannot remember any of his redeemable qualities even though I binged and finished this recently. Yknow why? Bc that’s all uke was portrayed and remembered as in the minds of readers when it was told like that the entire story.
And that fucking whore seme x pure uke trope was more directed at the second couple. Robin needs to stand up literally a decade ago. I only mentioned the main semes whorish past bc that’s a personal pet peeve of mine but it was manageable since it didn’t show seme explicit with others.
What else did I miss? Genuinely asking bc I can be wrong sometimes. Hate how when I cmt my opinions and get a shit ton of downvotes but no one explains why
You taking that username a little too literal
Lmao I was just about to say. It all makes sense after looking at their username
Well then let me enlighten you. First of all, Iliyan's character development is shown throughout the whole story, not the last 5 chapters. He changes from someone who was selfish, callous and cocky to someone who actually feel bad about how he talk to Chris about his sick sister. When out of his way to apologize and offer to pay her hospital fee to make admens for his rudeness. He realized his mistake and want to become better. That's character development.
And it continues to season 2, where he decided to stop being an alcoholic because once again, he want to be a better partner for Kyle. And instead of holding on to the resentment toward his shitty father, he break free it from it, from all the past trauma, trust issue, abdonment issue. That's also character development.
And those could never happen if Kyle wasn't by his side to give him all the strength and the encouragement he needs to overcome his devils. That's what Kyle is - a great boyfriend who see through Iliyan's spiky facade and genuinely care about him, not a manwhore. It was never hinted that he fuck around. In fact, it explains the reason he has that nickname was because Helen treated him like one. So check your reading comprehension on that one.
The story explains very well HOW Iliyan can't help but become self-destructive, HOW trauma and addiction can affects one person and their life and HOW can our mc break free/move on from it. All that require character depth and Iliyan sure as hell has it. Therefore readers can sympathize with him, root for him, etc. I mean the man didn't even like alcohol in the first place.
If you can't get i then like the first reply said, you just don't have the EQ capacity to understand it. And that's okay, just don't blame the story and the characters for your shortcomings.
That was beautifully told. You need a round of applause cause you ate that up and left no crumbs (๑•ㅂ•)و✧
You dropped this queen
Awww thank you so much!! ⁄(⁄ ⁄·⁄ω⁄·⁄ ⁄)⁄ I tried my best to summarize the story, glad it turn out good
You're making me blush ~~ (///∀///) Thank you thank you! ♡
Damn ig ur right but I legit could not think back on any good aspects of the uke. Ig it was him still tripping up bc of his alcoholism till near the end that irritated me. But what can I say… I’m just a hater
CLOCK THAT TEA (couldn't have been said more eloquently)
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Rape is totally on the table bc if the author was comfortable putting rape once they’ll do it again. I didn’t read this but kept up through tiktok vids and when I finally thought the SA was finished I decided to read it straight from around ch 80 when it got fluffy. Istg the author better not be deranged enough to include a SA scene especially since they been hinting he’s pregnant…
This is so fucking ass all the characters are unlikeable as shit. Dick for brains seme, kissing and getting hard for others hypocritical uke, and busy body neighbor. I love how uke said “I wish we can be more honest with each other” then proceeds to not express himself and keep the fact he got kissed and a hardon from the neighbor a secret. Seme basically assaults uke and thinks a simple sorry is gonna fix it?!? He seemed more upset his food was salty that the fact uke was mad at him. Ugh wasted my time glad I dropped early in
Dropped at ch 1. I thought she regressed each time smarter and more firm in wanting to take revenge on her “family” but the first ch showed me she was naive till her last life.
How in the hell does it take 7 lives of abuse and death for someone to get it in their thick skull that they are not wanted??? I get wanting to hold out hope they can change the first couple of lives, but not 7 whole cycles.
It’s crazy how she had to die 7 times to come to the conclusion that her family will nvr love her. Feelings like that don’t change in a split sec and I can bet in her final life, she has some moments where she STILL hopes the father or brother changes and gets disappointed like a dummy
most of the times she's died she was only a child and because of the abuse, she probably wasn't able to age past a mental state where a child craves love from family. plus there's actually a plot point of her living through 7 lives where she has to suffer. it's explained later in the story.
aw awful as this sounds i actually agree with you somewhat. I still don’t understand why it took 7 lives for her to use her head but i do think you should still give this story a try!
She was brainwashed that is why,sorry tho if I spoiled but yeah
And two she was brain wash up to her 7 life
Okay.. goodbye because after all one chapter is all you needed.. don't read please.. You are correct and like most webtoons one chapter is all you need
I think you should pick it back up, she explains why she was like that later, because she regains clarity. She isn’t actually all that naive, if you’ll believe it. The story has been amazing so far, definitely in my top 10.
Ugh this is so sweet uke is too cute with the hammer and taser. Bl with green flags like this should be way more popular than those other ones that make all of bl readers look like rape enthusiasts
Their first time was so disappointing like where’s the love? The affection? The aftercare? He waited all those yrs to have uke love him back yet can’t wait a few more minutes on foreplay so it doesn’t hurt???? smh might as well not include a sex scene and keep it shounen ai
Sorry I accidentally dislike it
I agree with the lack of affection but I wouldn’t say there was no foreplay. We can see the seme did use stretch out the uke until it was “soft” plus he also ate him out I think the only reason why the uke was still in pain was bcos the seme’s too big lmao
Yeah that, lowkey a first timer mistake too to not stretch out enough. He should've listened tho when uke said it was hurting him and went gentle
I lowkey want only a Lus storyline but she has so many side quests I barely see Lus